Jigsaw Puzzle That Is My Life!

Well after my last post, I feel compelled to do an immediate update! I left the computer last night and took a nice long lonely walk. I then ended up at my car and sat there and listened to my CD's and contemplated my life. I really do feel, for some reason, I am on the right path. Its just going to take some time to get there and see the results. I may have my down times, but, I have always been able to bounce back. I have been through so much in my life, things that I have never shared with anyone else. I have decided that I am one strong man and the things that have happened have not defeated me, nor will they ever.
I believe the experiences and people I have met since I have been up on this mountain have all happened for a reason. I do not know what those reasons are but I feel they will all be revealed at some point. I have never been a very patient person and this is one of those times that I have to learn to be patient.
I truly believe that I can have a positive affect on the people I come in contact here and I will continue to not let all of the negative things that have happened make me a bitter person. I refuse to allow the bad things to change me for the worse. I have alot to offer a special person and no one has yet been revealed as the missing piece.
I may not have found that other piece of the puzzle that fits with me, but, I know he is there. He may even be still transforming into the piece he was meant to be. I know that sounds a bit of romanticism, but, in my heart of hearts, I know I am right. Whenever we work a jigsaw puzzle, the piece we have been looking for may have been right there all of the time, or it may be discovered a little later. Bottom line is, if you stick to it, you will eventually solve the puzzle and end up with a beautiful completed picture.
In the meantime, I will continue to enjoy the journey of working it out. Also, sometimes the piece of the puzzle that fits with you may have been placed with another piece, and may appear that it is a good fit, until you discovered that you were wrong. Once that is discovered, you can place the piece in the right place, and the puzzle comes together further. It takes alot of patience and sometimes you have to step away from the puzzle for a while and regroup, go back to it when you have more patience and are not so intent on the problem.
This is one of those times that I have to enjoy the journey and step away when it gets to be too much. Don't worry, I will be back, I have never given up on a good puzzle and I do not intend to start now.